Au revoir!

I've officially pushed him away.

To make it easier, I told him about Bill. I am just not happy anymore.

Take me I'm alive
Never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything was better when sun goes down

I had everything
Opportunities for eternity
And I could belong to the night
Your eyes, your eyes
I can see in your eyes
Your eyes

You make me wanna die
I'll never be good enough
You make me wanna die
And everything you love will burn up in the light
Every time I look inside your eyes
Make me wanna die

Taste me, drink my soul
Show me all the things that I shouldn't know
And there's a new moon on the rise

I'll die for you my love, my love
I'll lie for you my love, my love 
I'll steal for you, my love, my love
I'll die for you my love, my love
Well burn up in the light

Every time I look inside your eyes
I'm burning in the light
Make me wanna die

Make Me Wanna Die - Pretty Reckless 

I saw him enter the office and tried my best to ignore him. He wore his lovely jacket.

"I'm back," he said to me, smiling.

He held both my hands. I sat frozen, not knowing how to react.

I gave him a small smile. He went outside.

His friend arrived to try extract me from my seat.

"I know you missed him, come on," he said, inviting me out.

"I can't. I am working," I complained. I wiped the smile off my face and rolled my eyes.

I stared hard at the clock before me. What is going on? 

He came back and knelt beside my seat.

"I can't forget you. Please come with me," he whispered because my officemate was starting to get pissed off, disturbed by all the visitors. 

"I love you," he said.

My heart started to beat.. wildly.

I opened my eyes to daylight, his voice still playing in my head. I made a wish.

I haven't showered. Tim will arrive soon.

Yes, there's going to be some bedroom action.

I'm kidding. He will accompany me somewhere. After that, we'll pick up Mother and.. bond???

I was playing a small game yesterday..

Me: What if I tell you that I like you?

Tim: .....

Tim: I will melt.. I will freeze.. then I'll be extremely happy!!!

Uh oh, I must have hit something.

Tim: Wait a minute. Do you like someone and you're using me for an experiment?

Me: Well.. Yeah?

Tim: I knew it!!!

Me: Why.. Did you want it to be real, darling?

Tim: .....

Tim: I am melting again. Hold on, hon.

Me: HON? Seriously?

Then we had a girl-boy talk about why he's still single. I wish his right one will come along.. But I'll miss him when he's already busy with her.

- Tim, friend, I love you. I want you to be happy. I feel wrong for you. Let's hunt for your Ms. Right!

- Bo, I am sorry. I want you to be happy. Something's just wrong.

- Bill, there's something that I am looking forward to. Wink! Smile? I hope you're okay.

- Dan, I miss you. Where are you? Goodbye, I guess? I don't want to say goodbye.

- Jack, I miss you so much. I'm sorry I couldn't show up.

- Exes, I wonder how you guys are doing? You all severed communication with me.

- Barely Eric, uhm..

Now, what should I wear?